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Its about time I've gotten that mopey journal off my page.
First and formost I am sorry for my lack of activity. DeviantART has become one of those likes like MySpace and whatnot that was cool when I was younger but not really a piority anymore. Don't worry I'm not leaving, I've made too many good friends here to just up and quit it. But it is somewhere I won't spend an exuberant about of time on. I will try to comment on as much artwork of those I consider friends as I can and give my feedback when asked. But I just don't have much time for work with work and college as I would like, especially considering all my art related classes don't actually produce much artwork (cinematography, after effects, etc). I will be trying to make sketches in my sketchbook as much as possible, and do little paintings here and there but don't expect something really big from me until the summer time.
Also I would like to add that my stomach is in much better shape. I'm off the Kapidex for the time being, but any flairs I will be about to get it again quickly. I am having slight depression problems because of a lot of things I am going through at the moment, but nothing of great concern otherwise I would let you know.
And I would like to thank all of you, my friends and watchers, for being here and staying loyal to be despite my long absence. I am thinking that perhaps getting a new account would lighten my mood about dA. This user was, much as I already said about dA, something I thought was the cat's meow at the time but I have since grown apart from it... mostly because what I liked and how I was then is much different than I am now - in art and in life. But the question is, would you still want to follow my work on a new account or would you rather not have to more to this new one? I will still probably get it for my newer work and leave my old stuff here for nostalgic reasons, but I really want to move my new stuff somewhere else its not tainted by the narrow focus of my older works. I will judge whether to go completely to the new account or to dual-account by the comments I receive from you. I have already made this new account, it can be found here: zufaelligefenster.deviantart.c…
I look forward to all of your comments, and again - thank you for all the support!
Love always,
- Tascha
First and formost I am sorry for my lack of activity. DeviantART has become one of those likes like MySpace and whatnot that was cool when I was younger but not really a piority anymore. Don't worry I'm not leaving, I've made too many good friends here to just up and quit it. But it is somewhere I won't spend an exuberant about of time on. I will try to comment on as much artwork of those I consider friends as I can and give my feedback when asked. But I just don't have much time for work with work and college as I would like, especially considering all my art related classes don't actually produce much artwork (cinematography, after effects, etc). I will be trying to make sketches in my sketchbook as much as possible, and do little paintings here and there but don't expect something really big from me until the summer time.
Also I would like to add that my stomach is in much better shape. I'm off the Kapidex for the time being, but any flairs I will be about to get it again quickly. I am having slight depression problems because of a lot of things I am going through at the moment, but nothing of great concern otherwise I would let you know.
And I would like to thank all of you, my friends and watchers, for being here and staying loyal to be despite my long absence. I am thinking that perhaps getting a new account would lighten my mood about dA. This user was, much as I already said about dA, something I thought was the cat's meow at the time but I have since grown apart from it... mostly because what I liked and how I was then is much different than I am now - in art and in life. But the question is, would you still want to follow my work on a new account or would you rather not have to more to this new one? I will still probably get it for my newer work and leave my old stuff here for nostalgic reasons, but I really want to move my new stuff somewhere else its not tainted by the narrow focus of my older works. I will judge whether to go completely to the new account or to dual-account by the comments I receive from you. I have already made this new account, it can be found here: zufaelligefenster.deviantart.c…
I look forward to all of your comments, and again - thank you for all the support!
Love always,
- Tascha
Returned
I have returned from my trip to the funeral. My Grandmother is taking this as well as she can, only time will heal this wound. The output for his funeral was phenomenal, much larger than I was ever expecting. But my grandfather was a very kind man, and he touched so many lives that I am no longer surprising at the number.
My grandfather may have had a hard life, but it was a fulfilling one. He worked hard and never expected (or even wanted) a reward. He was a devout man of god, and was always working at the Church. Cooking dinners, working on sets for the dramas, providing counseling. He did all he could, being happy with the fact that he he
An Unforseen Tradegy
It' is under the gravest of circumstance that I come to you in this journal. I will be leaving in a few days because there has been a recent and tragic death in my family that causes my departure.
My grandfather was killed in a car accident yesterday afternoon. I don't want to go too terribly into detail because of how bad it hurts, and considering he is now the third person I've lost because of other people's irresponsible driving. I do not know when I will be returning. It could be next week, it could be next month but for the time being I will be unable to really reply to any e-mails because I will be busy with the funeral arrangements.
Update [27.11.2008]
Sorry, wanted to bump that review off my page.
Just a wee update. I want to say I am sorry to all of my watchers. My activity for - lets face it - the last two years has been as dodgy as my artwork and just as scarce. I can never find the time or inspiration for any art other than the murual I'm doing now in my bedroom (Yes, I will get pictures, promise!).
I most of all want to apologize to Tami, whom is still waiting for me to mail her the three images I owe. I am so sorry dear! I can never find the time to get over to the post office because I work right after school until 9 at night! I feel like such a bad friend. :( I am off Monday and
Nothing Worse
There is nothing worse than an artist facing their second great work.
I've been in the second work block ever since I finished 'Het Leven in Amsterdam' and I see no course of lamenting. I have new found respect [more than I used to have] for the artists of old who produced great piece after great piece such as Frans Hals or Albrecht Dürer. I look to the Baroque for my inspiration only to find the deepening hole of creating a new piece.
Try as I might all my sketches turn to ash before me, or never get finished. By no means is this the end of my art career, now when its just started taking off, but I won't sugar coat it - my life
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A new start sounds good. I hope you feel better in your upcoming seasons of new art. I LUV YOUR HAIR btw!!!